There Is A Place In Your House That Can Make You Beautiful
|It's all about enjoying your narcissism!|
...yes at least on a digital screen. And this will soothe your narcissistic tendency to take one thousand pictures from one thousand angles till you are happy of the outcome.
It's been now almost a few months since I discovered that when I stand at a particular angle in my balcony and look out through the window, I somehow surprisingly look intensely beautiful. This only happens in the early evening, say between 3pm to 5pm. Ever since I learnt about this secret place, I stand there often with different cameras and mobile phones and click photos from different angles. Fortunately, a few pics do look really good. So I upload them on FB and people ask if I have edited them. To which I look at them with bewilderment.
Following up with my narcissistic urge to click photos at that very place which makes me beautiful. I get a sense of complacency when I look at these photos. I get satisfaction that I am not what those who see me daily think of me. I get an unrealistic, a fake conclusion about my being good looking, about my being acceptable. These photos make me think of myself what I am not. Somehow the camera plays with the lights and in return gives me what I would love to possess in reality. I would love to be as beautiful as these pics of mine are. So that I could avoid the taunts that many people who possess unkind tongues hurl at me.